23 December 2009

就是爱逃避

我就是爱逃避
对于自己的感情..
我尝试着接受另一个世界...
我尝试着用玩乐麻醉这一切..
我尝试着忘掉这一切
我尝试着安慰我自己
我尝试着放弃...
我尝试着耳聋不去听那一切
但是..就是无法尝试着去面对你给我的种种问题
对于家事
我的眼瞎了一只
耳朵却也聋了两只
这些问题...就算我知道答案
也不说出
因为....我哑了

15 December 2009

着火................>.<

家里的微波炉炸开了....不断地冒浓烟...不断地烧起来...
记得事发时...我还在微波炉隔壁喝着水...就突然刚启动的微波炉就炸开来烧了起来..
我第一反应是快点关电源..但是火太大..又怕它爆炸..就拿着水杯跑到客厅...
但我似乎还没反应过来...我跑到客厅后..就拿着水杯继续喝水...不知觉的走到电脑前..
准备坐下.......................XD
经过一番自我搏斗后....daddy赶回来了..
一切就这样过去................
要谢谢很疼lucky的邻居一家...他们看厨房没人...又冒那么大烟...他们一家大的小的拼命地喊daddy的名...XD
不管怎样..万分感激你们...>.<
没用的我...在那个时候只懂得害怕...担心...不争气的掉眼泪......T.T

12 December 2009

《宫心计》





超级好好看^^
今天追了十集,该让电脑休息了XD
在这部戏里,虽然杨怡(金铃)是反派
但她好美~爱上她了XDhaha


姚金铃~美吧^^




11 December 2009

i muz luv my jobXD

Now
i always tell myself,i must love my job
2day i have learnt the skill of Auto CAD n illustrator to do my workXD
it's damn difficult n complex......>.<
it makes my brain going to explode..really wakao!!>.<
anyway,i will put more effort on it
i believe myself.......!kakaka
i haven't seen 2012 before,but finally i saw 2day..
watching with colleague in the officeXDkaka
we was watching the movie while eating kacang..damn enjoy at tat time..haha

conclusion : although the work is difficult n toilsome,making me tension,
i will use to it n enjoy it!XD
i trust myself tat i can competent it soon!!
wahahaha
(mayb over confident XDhaha)


10 December 2009

work?!!stress&^%*%@!^%&^*&

today is my 1st day being a OL
it's damn toilsome..
it's so stress...
it's so much work..
daddy said i m jz a white paper..
all need 2 start from zero
haizzzzzz..can i handle it?
i m so worried..
i wish 2 escape from it..
but i can't!!!
i have to surmount it
i must grow up...
no,is,my mental must grow up from now!
stress stress stress




07 December 2009

wat's my mood now?


haizzzzzzz..
starting 2 work on tis wednesday..
starting 2 learn a lot of things on my work
starting 2 be a OL
would it be very boring?><
watever,my purpose is,
earn a lot of  $$money$$!!!!
jz let it be.......XD


03 December 2009

happy-ing!!^^

ATTENTION PLZ
my exam jz remain 2 subjects lol!!!!
hurayyyyyyyyyyy~hahahaXD
erm...after finishing my exam,i'm gonna work n work..>.<
after spm i will b very very bz..bz 4 wat?!bz 4 enjoying my life..kaka
i m planning to go abroad...i'm wanna go singapore n hongkong!!!
my daddy has ady agreed 4 tat^^but.........nobody can accompany me...T.T
wuwuwuwuwuwu.......T.T

i m going on my slimming plan now..hahaXD
i mz slim down b4 CNY!!
coz i'm wanna wear a lot of beautiful new clothes~XD
kaka..all d best 4 me..>.<